Asta pentru ca stiu ca iti place...:D

Sound of an answer...

Sunt inconjurata de oameni care cica imi vor binele…vor sa am curaj…sa fiu optimista…pfff…nu stiu ce as putea face…? Cu ea nu pot sa glumesc….cu inima mea….cu ceea ce simt pt ea…Ea….inca face parte din mine…e bucatica din sufletul meu….mereu lumea mi-a spus sa renunt la ea…sa nu mai cred in ceea ce imi spune…sau ceea ce imi ofera…dar multi nu stiu…cat e EA de speciala Cat e de tandra si sensibila cu mine…cat de dulce si senzuala….cat de delicata si atenta e cand ma atinge…multi nu stiu…dar nici eu nu stiu ce as putea face ca sa uit de ea…de atingerea ei…de sarutul si mangaierea ei…de iubirea ei… Ce as putea face…

sad that memories never die
just fill your head with why
then youre caught livin a lie again
its sad that all he ever said
was that he loved me to death
but that hes gone again and I was wrong again....
cuz you think its easier easy like that
just when I wasn't finished
you were gone like that
cant you hear me crying
cuz I need you back
and im slowly dying
cuz I need you bad
cuz youre gone
and never comin back
gone and not comin back
hes never comin back
should've known the long kiss goodbye
would bring sadness in my life
wearing this disguise again
I wish that you would've said
or lied to me instead
like a bullet to my head
like a fool I pretend
that its on again on again
chorus
whoever said look on the brighter side
has never been on mine
whoever said that he'll get his
never felt like this
aint no use in crying when youre done like that
cuz baby baby you took something
that I cant buy back
and now youre gone and never comin back
comin back
oh hes not comin back




the only thing is that he`s a....she....

- La raul Piedra am sezut si-am plans ~ P.C

~ "E periculos să iubeşti! Iubirea e ca un drog. La început ai senzaţia de euforie, de abandon total. Apoi, a doua zi, vrei mai mult, încă nu e un viciu, dar îţi place senzaţia şi îţi închipui că o poţi ţine sub control. Te gândeşti la persoana iubită vreme de două minute şi uiţi de ea vreme de trei ore. În scurt timp însă, te obişnuieşti cu acea persoană şi începi să fii complet dependent de ea. Acum te gândeşti la ea trei ore şi o uiţi două minute."

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Trec secunde si ore ca si cum sunt ani...Ma mint ca imi e mai bine asa...dar nu imi e! Am nevoie de tine...te vreau inapoi...simt ca nu am aer cand nu esti langa mine... Cersesc un strop de atentie din partea ta...dar fara nici un rost! :( Tu...cea pe care am iubit`o si o iubesc...ma faci sa`mi urasc fiecare secunda din viata in care nu ti`am fost alaturi, fiecare moment in care eram suparata pe tine...fiecare clipa in care iti vorbeam urat...
Imi lipseste parfumul tau...ma bantuie soaptele tale...buzele tale...nasucul tau...ochii tai... De ce ai ales sa faci asa? Crezi ca e mai usor drumul pe care ai ales sa mergi singura, fara mine? Crezi ca e mai bine? Mi`e dor...mi`e atat de dor...

Las ploaia sa`mi atinga trupul stins de tacere...nu pot sa te uit...si nici nu vreau!!! E dreptul meu sa te pastrez in amintiri...in ganduri...in vise...

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          Incep sa scriu cu teama si cu durere stiind ca o sa`mi citesti cuvintele cu suflet...fiecare litera iti va atinge sufletul...iti va saruta fiecare lacrima....Tremur...nu mi`e frig...mi`e doar teama...
 Caut sa inteleg...cata putere mai am ca sa`mi ascund sufletul de furtunile ce vin si trec peste el ca si brizantii care lovesc stancile fara nici o remuscare... Te vreau inapoi....vreau fiecare zambet...fiecare lacrima...inca iti simt parfumul...inca iti simt atingerea...cand ma tineai de mana...cand ma strangeai in brate...cand imi spuneai ...te iubesc...Imi e atat de dor de tine...atat de dor...macar sa te aud...sa te stiu langa mine chiar daca esti la kilometrii distanta.... Se aseaza ceata indiferentei si a tristetii peste inima ta...ma abandonezi in iluzii goale...asemenea unui copac...uitat de trecerea anilor in chinurile unei intelepciuni greu de inteles!

Ecoul clipelor petrecute impreuna isi spune tacut povestea...Doua suflete pline de orgoliu si mandrie...pline de dorinte si iluzii...greseli facute din incapabilitatea noastra de a realiza ce reprezinta adevarata dragoste ascunsa in tacerea catorva raspunsuri fara sens...Lacrimi ascunse dupa o cortina grea de minciuni...de falsitate si mandrie...Tacere si durere, asta e tot ce ne reprezinta acum... Mi`ai spus ca imi e mai bine fara tine...ca imi faci rau...cum poti sa sti asa ceva? Imi cunosti tu sufletul...mintea....dorintele...? Crezi ca promisiunile facute au fost in zadar...promisiuni goale...?

The butterfly of regret

I never thought it is so hard...

If I could ask someone something,

Then I would ask that person to talk

About anything she wants, just don't make me talk back.

I need silence, because lately, everybody screams,

But I need music to erase my thoughts to nothing,

I need someone to talk to me,

I need these thoughts erased.

Outside is cold, and so is here,

My wishes are too far to reach

I have to wait so much,

Just to go far away from here.

It's like an echo in my brain,

I can't pretend that nothing kills my way,

I am looking back, and I see what I've lost,

How can I go back to those days?

When I haven't felt so lost in nothing else than my own thoughts.

At least I have a fact to prove,

This love that I cried so many times,

I cursed my way in love,

But past can not be changed.

I am here, all alone and I don't mind,

But what bothers me is that I lost my wings because I let you stay,

And I regret every time when I forgot,

Endless sleepless nights, tears that had broke my heart so many times,

I forgot all, staring in your eyes, then forgiving your endless lies,

I am afraid every day when I get out,

I am afraid that when I prove I am right, that I will be beat up,

I am afraid that I don't have nobody to hold me tight,

And I believed that regreting is like a butterfly,

One day, flyes and then dies, but this butterfly never died.

                                                                           (Never did, never will)