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words for you (1)

          Incep sa scriu cu teama si cu durere stiind ca o sa`mi citesti cuvintele cu suflet...fiecare litera iti va atinge sufletul...iti va saruta fiecare lacrima....Tremur...nu mi`e frig...mi`e doar teama...
 Caut sa inteleg...cata putere mai am ca sa`mi ascund sufletul de furtunile ce vin si trec peste el ca si brizantii care lovesc stancile fara nici o remuscare... Te vreau inapoi....vreau fiecare zambet...fiecare lacrima...inca iti simt parfumul...inca iti simt atingerea...cand ma tineai de mana...cand ma strangeai in brate...cand imi spuneai ...te iubesc...Imi e atat de dor de tine...atat de dor...macar sa te aud...sa te stiu langa mine chiar daca esti la kilometrii distanta.... Se aseaza ceata indiferentei si a tristetii peste inima ta...ma abandonezi in iluzii goale...asemenea unui copac...uitat de trecerea anilor in chinurile unei intelepciuni greu de inteles!

Ecoul clipelor petrecute impreuna isi spune tacut povestea...Doua suflete pline de orgoliu si mandrie...pline de dorinte si iluzii...greseli facute din incapabilitatea noastra de a realiza ce reprezinta adevarata dragoste ascunsa in tacerea catorva raspunsuri fara sens...Lacrimi ascunse dupa o cortina grea de minciuni...de falsitate si mandrie...Tacere si durere, asta e tot ce ne reprezinta acum... Mi`ai spus ca imi e mai bine fara tine...ca imi faci rau...cum poti sa sti asa ceva? Imi cunosti tu sufletul...mintea....dorintele...? Crezi ca promisiunile facute au fost in zadar...promisiuni goale...?

The butterfly of regret

I never thought it is so hard...

If I could ask someone something,

Then I would ask that person to talk

About anything she wants, just don't make me talk back.

I need silence, because lately, everybody screams,

But I need music to erase my thoughts to nothing,

I need someone to talk to me,

I need these thoughts erased.

Outside is cold, and so is here,

My wishes are too far to reach

I have to wait so much,

Just to go far away from here.

It's like an echo in my brain,

I can't pretend that nothing kills my way,

I am looking back, and I see what I've lost,

How can I go back to those days?

When I haven't felt so lost in nothing else than my own thoughts.

At least I have a fact to prove,

This love that I cried so many times,

I cursed my way in love,

But past can not be changed.

I am here, all alone and I don't mind,

But what bothers me is that I lost my wings because I let you stay,

And I regret every time when I forgot,

Endless sleepless nights, tears that had broke my heart so many times,

I forgot all, staring in your eyes, then forgiving your endless lies,

I am afraid every day when I get out,

I am afraid that when I prove I am right, that I will be beat up,

I am afraid that I don't have nobody to hold me tight,

And I believed that regreting is like a butterfly,

One day, flyes and then dies, but this butterfly never died.

                                                                           (Never did, never will)